Life should be easier

Every few months I flip out about life. I did it on the walk home from work today. I just start doubting myself and my place in life and the decisions I've made and basically just the path that I'm on. It usually starts out with thoughts like, What am I doing? Is this what I really want? Is this what I'm supposed to be doing? Am I making a really big mistake with my life?

It's not any specific event. It just is a moment of self doubt that lasts for hours. It's cool. Whatever.

I had an awesome idea for a business tonight though. Awesome idea. I think it was fated. Telling me I'm on the right path.

Or maybe not. Maybe I'm not supposed to work everyday but just stay at home cook, bake bread, grow gardens, and have babies. Maybe I'm supposed to be barefoot and preggers. Am I too focused on 'unimportant things' like financial security and my career and having fun, or do I really have the rest of my life to find stuff that makes me happy? I'm so confused by life.

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