Productive Mode
I've definately been in productive mode lately.
For all of you that don't know me very well I'll explain. I have two "modes" (modes, moods, you know whatever you want to call them...) The first one is "lazy mode." It's were I do nothing, get nothing accomplished more than what is absolutely necessary, and generally am not productive outside of work. Then there is "productive mode" where I get huge amounts of things done in a very short period of time (think Jessica planning her entire wedding in two weeks kind of productive.)
I've definitely been in the latter recently. Take tonight for example. I found someone to take clarinet lessons from and set up an appointment to meet him, applied for a couple of part time jobs, waiting on how those turn out to see if I can take lessons on how to row (a boat -- like on a crew team.) I tried to go out and do something when I got back from Toledo this afternoon - but I didn't really have any place in mind and just ended up walking around a few stores, starring at the shelfs and being throughly unsatisfied with a consumer driven lifestyle, and walked out of each of the stores in disgust knowing that material items were not going to give me any happiness or true entertainment, and that I would just be wasting my money when I could be doing much more useful things with it.
I then came home extremely restless and unsatisfied. I then proceeded to try to fill the void of my life with more meaningful things to do. I feel like I *should* go volunteer, but I wasn't that excited about it in high school, and I'm not that excited about it now. I've tried to find a few places here, but nothing has really got me excited enough to go through all the bullshit to be able to actually go do it. So, I've never done anything, because, well, I'm lazy.
I've thought about doing some politic stuff, but felt that it was too difficult and/or not organized enough.
I also did very important things today like paint my toenails and cooked dinner. Not very exciting, but there is it. That's my life.
I guess I really do need that job for something to do.
For all of you that don't know me very well I'll explain. I have two "modes" (modes, moods, you know whatever you want to call them...) The first one is "lazy mode." It's were I do nothing, get nothing accomplished more than what is absolutely necessary, and generally am not productive outside of work. Then there is "productive mode" where I get huge amounts of things done in a very short period of time (think Jessica planning her entire wedding in two weeks kind of productive.)
I've definitely been in the latter recently. Take tonight for example. I found someone to take clarinet lessons from and set up an appointment to meet him, applied for a couple of part time jobs, waiting on how those turn out to see if I can take lessons on how to row (a boat -- like on a crew team.) I tried to go out and do something when I got back from Toledo this afternoon - but I didn't really have any place in mind and just ended up walking around a few stores, starring at the shelfs and being throughly unsatisfied with a consumer driven lifestyle, and walked out of each of the stores in disgust knowing that material items were not going to give me any happiness or true entertainment, and that I would just be wasting my money when I could be doing much more useful things with it.
I then came home extremely restless and unsatisfied. I then proceeded to try to fill the void of my life with more meaningful things to do. I feel like I *should* go volunteer, but I wasn't that excited about it in high school, and I'm not that excited about it now. I've tried to find a few places here, but nothing has really got me excited enough to go through all the bullshit to be able to actually go do it. So, I've never done anything, because, well, I'm lazy.
I've thought about doing some politic stuff, but felt that it was too difficult and/or not organized enough.
I also did very important things today like paint my toenails and cooked dinner. Not very exciting, but there is it. That's my life.
I guess I really do need that job for something to do.
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