Who needs sleep?
Welll.... you're never gonna get it. Who needs sleep tell me what's the for?
This has been an awefully long week so far, I can't wait until it is over. It just seems to be endless - and I've accomplished nothing at night -- just bummed around watching TV's and playing on the computer. Nothing interesting or useful in any sense of the word.
I'm dreading packing for home for a week and a half. That's a long time. And a lot of situations to plan for. I'll probably do my standard morning of routine (IE throw anything that's close into a bag and run out the door.) Maybe I'll be organized this time....
I really wish that life was simpler and simpler decisions could be made. But then again, maybe I'm the one making things complicated. Maybe it really is that simple. Is life really simple? It never really seems so. I know when I look back it seemed like things were complicated -- but now they just seem so easy and I don't know why it was so hard. Do I put too much pressure on myself? Are my goals not the right things? Should I just be doing something completely different? Or am I just destined for this?
On a completely different note I am fucking sick of having to clean up other people's messes. I know people are incompetent --but it's never fun to clean up some else's puke after a long night of drinking. And it sure as hell is not fun cleaning up work messes after people make stupid decisions. What pissed me off the most this morning was when I went to try to clean up a mess someone was creating -- that person got pissed at me and basically just blew me off. Okay -- whatever -- you're on the same FUCKING LEVEL AS ME YOU ASSHOLE! You can't tell me what to do or how to do my job. It's really hard to have respect for people who make your life miserable on a daily basis b/c they always pass the buck. You can only take the shit for so long.
I also have to say that it's ridiculous what people are allowed to get away with sometimes. I know I get away with some shit I probably shouldn't be allowed to, but it's amazing.
I hate my job.
Anyone have a new one for me? I don't think I can put up with all the bull shit much long.
This has been an awefully long week so far, I can't wait until it is over. It just seems to be endless - and I've accomplished nothing at night -- just bummed around watching TV's and playing on the computer. Nothing interesting or useful in any sense of the word.
I'm dreading packing for home for a week and a half. That's a long time. And a lot of situations to plan for. I'll probably do my standard morning of routine (IE throw anything that's close into a bag and run out the door.) Maybe I'll be organized this time....
I really wish that life was simpler and simpler decisions could be made. But then again, maybe I'm the one making things complicated. Maybe it really is that simple. Is life really simple? It never really seems so. I know when I look back it seemed like things were complicated -- but now they just seem so easy and I don't know why it was so hard. Do I put too much pressure on myself? Are my goals not the right things? Should I just be doing something completely different? Or am I just destined for this?
On a completely different note I am fucking sick of having to clean up other people's messes. I know people are incompetent --but it's never fun to clean up some else's puke after a long night of drinking. And it sure as hell is not fun cleaning up work messes after people make stupid decisions. What pissed me off the most this morning was when I went to try to clean up a mess someone was creating -- that person got pissed at me and basically just blew me off. Okay -- whatever -- you're on the same FUCKING LEVEL AS ME YOU ASSHOLE! You can't tell me what to do or how to do my job. It's really hard to have respect for people who make your life miserable on a daily basis b/c they always pass the buck. You can only take the shit for so long.
I also have to say that it's ridiculous what people are allowed to get away with sometimes. I know I get away with some shit I probably shouldn't be allowed to, but it's amazing.
I hate my job.
Anyone have a new one for me? I don't think I can put up with all the bull shit much long.
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